try to be strong

new year started with my worries still growing

everything goes wrong..nothing i do turn up right

its really frustrating ..i really hope the path i choose are the right one

because i can't turning back again to the way it was..

i think this is the biggest,hardest,and the fastest choice i ever made..

this thing really freaking me out and im scare..

im really scare right now..i told others to be strong...they can do it as long they set their mind up..and i try to be strong so everybody can be strong too..but right now, i really feel like crying because im really scare..my body are shaking when i notice the time and day pass by..my mind started to fill with all kind of thought ..good and bad stuff but mostly bad stuff..huhuh..god pls give me courage so i can be strong to survive..insyaallah i can be strong so i can achieve my dreams..

i really hope things will go smoothly after this...