new life n it still suck and become more and more suck...
im trying to be somebody else..im stuck with the people i don't like and every day things become worst..i really down and i hate everyone..but i still with my poker face pretending im ok n i love hanging out with them... i had enough being treat this way...its like "ahh its oke..she will never mad at us...she couldn't mad at us..shes so kind n i never she going mad or angry..." or "she couldn't mad at me becoz im always by her side..helping her...understands her.. noe all thing bout her..." shut up ur mother fu**ker thought and stop making faces when im angry with you..ur are the worst person ever that i ever knew..i wish i could erase the person from my life..so it could be easier and serene..
grr last night is the third times this month i dream i killed someone...maybe the anger feeling of mine is overloaded and its transfer into my dream..i didn't wish to kill them..im just wanted them to be gone from my life..gosh...i hate loud person.......
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